Deja Vu 

Deja Vu

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love me
hate me
what's your pick?
when i look into your eyes
you smother me in affection
such a perfect love
yet, once I'm gone
ice cold hate
fills your every word
long ago, I gave up
turning my cheek
long ago, I gave up
bowing to my knees
kiss me
slap me
the choice is yours to make
the pain is mine to bear
do I mean a thing?
how much would you give
to keep me?
why can't you at least pretend
to love me?
deja vu
because here you go again
cutting me
cursing me
as if you crave my tears
as if you test my strength
is my pain your love?
you don't want to see me cry
but, if you cut me once more
you'll just have to shut your eyes


Insomniac